Bi-Sexual Female / 41
My Secret Bi Life
Hi everyone. So I'm joining the never ending parade of confessions and sex stories.
This one will get buried in no time but I want to share. I'm 41 (July 14) and hate being this age. I feel old and unattractive. My husband (since 2006) hasn't complimented me in years and I fell old and ugly. Other men are more rude than complimentary (I hear things like I have a great ass-for my age, I look great (for my age), I am so fit (I'm not really) and the best is I have great thighs (???). There is one guy I work with, same company whole other location so I see him a couple times a month and he always comes to my office to ask me how I am, to compliment me, to cheer me up if I'm down. he's never rude and always so nice I have found myself opening up to him, sharing my life, my pictures, my stories, and sometimes my doubts and fears and he always says the right thing. always makes me feel good and I've been thinking a lot of maybe dropping some hints that I'm interested in an affair with him. We're both married, he appears happily married, I am as well but I need something more right now. he's an older guy, about 25 years older, who I think would be mature enough that we could get together and not have it blow up in our faces but IDK. So that's my confession. My whole life I've hated cheaters and here I am in a kind of mid-life crisis thinking of ruining the best relationship I have outside of my husband with an affair. I'm a dope.
Now my stories. The first time I had sex was with a girl. I was 14 she was 19, she was a friend of my older sister. My sister and her friends were over, me being the pain in the ass I was wouldn't leave them alone. My sister made me stay in my room. She was responsible for me because my parents were away. Her friends shouldn't have been over. This one girl came into my room later "looking for a place to sleep" and joined me. We talked, mostly about boys and sex and she taught me how to kiss, taught me a lot like how to pet and how to play and most importantly how good it feels to get off from someone else eating you out and how to eat someone else out.
I didn't know shit then but knew I wasn't supposed to be eating out my sister's friend's pussy. liked it though and I passed it on. I started having my friends sleep over and I taught them all how to kiss, and how guys sucked tits and fingering and especially eating pussy. I was like a teenage lesbian who didn't know the difference.
My first boyfriends were clueless, had no idea what to do or how to do it. I cheated on all of them with other girls, especially once I went away to school. On breaks I was a little out of control, hitting on older married women at work or people I knew. The thing is about half these women ended up letting me eat them out and of those most ate me out too. A married woman who had me over a lot to help with her twins was unsatisfiable. She was about six years older than me and I was making her cum constantly. He husband almost caught us a bunch of times but we were able to play it off. He once hit on me which I brushed off and never told her.
Met my future husband, he knew his way around a woman's body and it's been years since I enjoyed myself with a girl. I've thought of bringing up swinging or threesomes or something but I've never had the courage and it seems like that ship has sailed now.
So my two things, I'm a married "straight" girl who is really bi and daydreams about eating pussy way more than I should, and I want to have an affair with an older guy who makes me feel wanted and attractive so maybe he'll make me feel even better if things move to the physical. Scary time for me, I have so much to lose.
This one will get buried in no time but I want to share. I'm 41 (July 14) and hate being this age. I feel old and unattractive. My husband (since 2006) hasn't complimented me in years and I fell old and ugly. Other men are more rude than complimentary (I hear things like I have a great ass-for my age, I look great (for my age), I am so fit (I'm not really) and the best is I have great thighs (???). There is one guy I work with, same company whole other location so I see him a couple times a month and he always comes to my office to ask me how I am, to compliment me, to cheer me up if I'm down. he's never rude and always so nice I have found myself opening up to him, sharing my life, my pictures, my stories, and sometimes my doubts and fears and he always says the right thing. always makes me feel good and I've been thinking a lot of maybe dropping some hints that I'm interested in an affair with him. We're both married, he appears happily married, I am as well but I need something more right now. he's an older guy, about 25 years older, who I think would be mature enough that we could get together and not have it blow up in our faces but IDK. So that's my confession. My whole life I've hated cheaters and here I am in a kind of mid-life crisis thinking of ruining the best relationship I have outside of my husband with an affair. I'm a dope.
Now my stories. The first time I had sex was with a girl. I was 14 she was 19, she was a friend of my older sister. My sister and her friends were over, me being the pain in the ass I was wouldn't leave them alone. My sister made me stay in my room. She was responsible for me because my parents were away. Her friends shouldn't have been over. This one girl came into my room later "looking for a place to sleep" and joined me. We talked, mostly about boys and sex and she taught me how to kiss, taught me a lot like how to pet and how to play and most importantly how good it feels to get off from someone else eating you out and how to eat someone else out.
I didn't know shit then but knew I wasn't supposed to be eating out my sister's friend's pussy. liked it though and I passed it on. I started having my friends sleep over and I taught them all how to kiss, and how guys sucked tits and fingering and especially eating pussy. I was like a teenage lesbian who didn't know the difference.
My first boyfriends were clueless, had no idea what to do or how to do it. I cheated on all of them with other girls, especially once I went away to school. On breaks I was a little out of control, hitting on older married women at work or people I knew. The thing is about half these women ended up letting me eat them out and of those most ate me out too. A married woman who had me over a lot to help with her twins was unsatisfiable. She was about six years older than me and I was making her cum constantly. He husband almost caught us a bunch of times but we were able to play it off. He once hit on me which I brushed off and never told her.
Met my future husband, he knew his way around a woman's body and it's been years since I enjoyed myself with a girl. I've thought of bringing up swinging or threesomes or something but I've never had the courage and it seems like that ship has sailed now.
So my two things, I'm a married "straight" girl who is really bi and daydreams about eating pussy way more than I should, and I want to have an affair with an older guy who makes me feel wanted and attractive so maybe he'll make me feel even better if things move to the physical. Scary time for me, I have so much to lose.
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