Now Married Remembering Slutty Past

I am very happily married to an incredibly beautiful woman, who has a super hot body and fucks like a slut and whore, but only for me. We've both had our pasts, she was quite slutty in her mid to late teens. We've been married now for 4 years, dated for a year prior. We have a girl and a boy. My wife never went through the "i don't wanna fuck" stage during pregnancies or after, she wants cock all the time and does anything kinky I or she can think of. Though she did admit to having a 9 month affair with a woman in her 40s, and a few dates that ended in sex with another woman her age in college, I never admitted my bi past.

I was a total slut for cock also, I sucked, I let guys fuck me, I would fuck them sometimes but mostly I wanted the cock inside me, in my mouth, in my cocksleeve ass. I sucked about 15 cocks from 14 to 17 and then without any direct consent was held down by two guys while a super hung guy was the first to fuck me. After him, I barely felt his big cocked friends. On the second time with the super hung guy I started moaning and moving back. I was using my hand on my cock, he kissed me and we both came, me on my belly, him deep inside my ass being fucked for the 4th time that day. After that I went back to any of them as much as possible, but the hung guy was really great. He and I became a "dating couple" so to speak, though he still turned me out to his friends. He liked to watch, he liked to see me naked walking around in front of groups of his friends. From 17 to 21 I was getting fucked at least 8 to 10 times a week, and sometimes my boyfriend would arrange gangbangs for me. The most I took was 14 guys over an afternoon and into the next morning. During that time with the14 guys, I got fucked 23 times, and had 8 loads blow in my mouth. My boyfriend was first and last.

I was a gay slut, and my ex slut wife doesn't know. I do miss getting a big, thick cock fucking my cocksleeve butt, I miss lines of guys all watching and waiting their turn to fuck me or get sucked by me. Even now, with the most beautiful woman to fuck I'd ever imagined, I still think back and dream about being the one getting fucked. In a way, I wished I'd have told her early on, maybe we could share a man and his cock. Now, I'm too ashamed to admit it. She thinks women together is sexy, but not two guys.