Dark Desires

So I'm happily married man and no one knows that for several years I have had this filthy fantasy. This seems like a good place to confess it.
I have always been a ladies man and have no attraction to gents. About four decades ago when I was a young buck I had a single m2m encounter that will stay with me for the rest of my days.
I was at an adult cinema and went into a private booth with a young oriental chap. He was moderately Dom and I was spellbound. I dropped to my knees and opened his trousers, nestled my face in his crotch and was hard from smelling his clean musky scent. I slipped his bollocks from the leg of his briefs and licked and kissed them. He quickly shoved his shorts down and I swallowed his cut cock, the first and only time I had a dick in my mouth. He was saying very nasty things that just excited me more. Shortly after something came over me and without a word I sort of turned him and began licking up his freshly showered arse crack. Excitement overwhelmed me and I was tonguing his hole when he started to splash his semen on the wall yelling "Stick your tongue in your Master's arse!"
After he came I stood and wanked off as he told me he wanted me to watch him fuck his gf and clean his dick after. That never happened and I never saw that chap again.
Went on to live a merry but hetero life ever since.

Now fast forward all these years later.
It's around 2017 and I'm a bit out of sorts because my dear wife has passed her change of life and lost much interest in sex. She will accomodate me and all but the passion is missing.
So one day I was tempted to relive my past experience and I took out an ad on a swinging line.
I had posted that I was looking for an asian chap who would enjoy oral only with an older white fellow.
I had a few replies from men looking for oral and there was one in particular who I fancied.
This fellow whom I will call James sent me a photo of himself bent over on his knees showing his large hanging sack and his hands spreading open his chubby cheeks to reveal his arsehole.
He said something about being very excited to have a big white daddy licking his dirty brown boy hole and how he wanted to be tongue kissed up his arse. We messaged back and forth a bit and he got me even more excited when he said he'd love to have my wife as well.
Now this was mere fantasy, she wasn't all that passionate to begin with, but the nasty chat was exciting anyway.
At one point he got really dirty and Dom, telling me he wanted to alternate between my wife's arsehole and my mouth so I could taste her arse on his dick. And that he would drop his load in her for me to savor her dirty creampie and then I could lick his sweaty arsehole for him.
As I say, that was never on the agenda but the fantasy was so exciting.
He too became obsessed with the thought of dominating a couple and he kept pushing to have my wife suck his dick whilst I'd give him a rimmer. I was quite adament that it was not going to happen and eventually with the lockdowns the last couple of years we've lost touch entirely.
My confession is that I still look at the photo of his hole and reread his filthy comments and have the strongest of orgasms wanking over them.
I also confess that given the opportunity I would still like to worship between an asian alpha's legs.

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