Bi-Sexual Male / 21
Girlfriend Secret
My live in girlfriend of a year now, knows I am bi, or was, that's still in question a bit. I haven't made love with a man in about 15 months, about the same time I met her. She has had a couple of bi experiences herself, more experiments than anything else, I led her to believe that my bi sex was the same. It wasn't. I went from a rather effeminate twink boy to a full on sissy crossdresser in 3 months. I'd sucked one boy my age in my early teens, did that several times, and went to another guy about 2 years older, and about the third time blowing him, he fucked me. It was not willingly but after I did go back to him and got fucked several times a week for over a month. Then I met Teddy, my love. He was 30 to my 17, and he did not fuck me, for the first time, I experienced someone making love to me.
Within a couple of months I wanted to please him so much, my hair was grown out to my shoulders, I had very little body hair, no facial hair (still don't) and I started with just wearing panties for him, then bra, then garter and stockings. Soon I was with him full time as a woman, doing a little hormone injections for him. I was his girlfriend, I lived with him and loved him and let him do whatever he wanted sexually. I lived full time as his woman, his wife. He had an accident and died, and for some reason I didn't want to have anyone else fuck me. So I stopped all hormones, and in a few months dated my current girlfriend. My breasts did go down but not like my male chest was. She is really into nipple play and just assumes this is the way I've always been. She doesn't mind my not being too big down below, and she and I have a great time sexually and just being with each other.
Yes, I do miss a cock inside me, I really miss feeling a mans cum all squishy and warm in me and leaking out of me, I used to love sleeping with a load of cum in my butt and my breath smelling like sperm. I'm not sure what her reaction would be if I told her I was the girl in my previous relationship. She knows about the first two guys but not about Teddy.
Within a couple of months I wanted to please him so much, my hair was grown out to my shoulders, I had very little body hair, no facial hair (still don't) and I started with just wearing panties for him, then bra, then garter and stockings. Soon I was with him full time as a woman, doing a little hormone injections for him. I was his girlfriend, I lived with him and loved him and let him do whatever he wanted sexually. I lived full time as his woman, his wife. He had an accident and died, and for some reason I didn't want to have anyone else fuck me. So I stopped all hormones, and in a few months dated my current girlfriend. My breasts did go down but not like my male chest was. She is really into nipple play and just assumes this is the way I've always been. She doesn't mind my not being too big down below, and she and I have a great time sexually and just being with each other.
Yes, I do miss a cock inside me, I really miss feeling a mans cum all squishy and warm in me and leaking out of me, I used to love sleeping with a load of cum in my butt and my breath smelling like sperm. I'm not sure what her reaction would be if I told her I was the girl in my previous relationship. She knows about the first two guys but not about Teddy.
