I Want To Fuck My Cousin. The One Who Molested Me...

I know it sounds weird, but let me explain my point. I was around 6-7 years old at that time and my cousin was around 16-17 years old, and she was living at my place with my other cousin. She technically m****ted me, she used to take me to the bathroom and rub her vagina against my weenie. Now, I didn't even know about sex, I didn't know about that kind of thing, so I didn't liked (and now I think about how weird would it be if I did) and was felling uncomfortable and tried to go away, but she used to say "just a little more" and continue, she was really enjoying that. But yet, except for two times, she didn't forced me to do anything, she used to ask if I wanted to make love and I said no. I was a kid, I didn't know about making love. But today, I want to fuck her so bad.

I want to put my entire dick inside her womb and fill it with semen. I want to make her moan like the slut she is. I want to fuck her in Doggystyle, I want to fuck her in cowgirl position, missionary position, everything. I want to fuck her to the point that she wouldn't even be able to walk for two weeks after that! Dude, I don't even know how I'll say that to her!


Is it strange...? For me to want to fuck the woman who m****ted me years before...?

I tried to write it before, but I've got some problems. Man, it was so well written...