Absolutely Horny As Fuckery

I was fucking so horned on to day I wanked off my clit and wet musky smelling tight pussy full of cum juice and watched male fucking sex doll porn and imagined being forced to spread it and be fucked by a hot handsome stud male. This is sick I know. Its not even like me to want forced sex right. But the idea of a marriage ritual and part of the service is being fucked openly in front of family to prove the marriage is consummated was kind of kinky sexy for me to get off on. I sometimes have watched tied to bed fucking with candles burning and imagine it in real life in missionary position and I get so hot to it. I idea of having to be fucked like a dumbie by a hot looking dude is scary sexy somewhat to me right now. god help me. I mean with sexual confusion and frustration and not to mention my emotional hurt and abstract delusions of does he fucking like me or not, I think I would need to be held down and force fucked right now and really enjoy it. so long as he is good looking I don't give two figs.