Straight Female / 23
I Have A Problem
No matter how I try, think, rationalize I feel small, helpless, inferior to men. I call every man I know or interact with "Sir". I'm scared of having sex, of getting pregnant, of getting married. I went to college and have a degree. Around women I feel equal, I stand up for myself, but let a man in the room and if he told me lick the floor I would. Maybe not but you get the idea.
I moved to a department which is male dominated. I do support work so I don't really interact with them. But there is this one man, he's like a father figure and he's adopted me. He is protective and the guys keep their distance. He's the only man I let hug me. I have a sister who accuses me of finally meeting a man. I don't agree, but he is the only man that doesn't scare me.
I moved to a department which is male dominated. I do support work so I don't really interact with them. But there is this one man, he's like a father figure and he's adopted me. He is protective and the guys keep their distance. He's the only man I let hug me. I have a sister who accuses me of finally meeting a man. I don't agree, but he is the only man that doesn't scare me.
