I Fantasize About My Ex Wife And Ex Girlfriends Sometimes

I am happily married for almost 10 years now. We have 2 children together and life is pretty good. Sex with my wife is great, don't get me wrong. The thing is though, when I masturbate when she isn't there, I do it thinking about ex girl friends and even my ex wife. This is weird of me because I actually despise my ex wife, but the feeling of her pussy was probably some of the best feeling pussy I have had. This is also weird considering what I say next. My ex wife cheated on me allot, I found out after our divorce the amount of men she cheated on me with was pretty substantial. The marriage ending one was the one I caught her with. I am pretty sick though, because I stayed with her about 4 more months after catching her. None the less, we divorced. She did admit after our divorce 2 things. First she admitted that she really only married me because I owned my home and I was financially supportive. She was only happy with me during our dating phase and the first few months. After that I was "too controlling". The second is that, strangely enough, I was the best in bed. This surprised me considering how many men she has been with and I am not well endowed nor am I a small man. She admitted that her orgasms with me were real and she looked forward to having sex. I asked why then did she cheat on me so much? Her answer was simple, " it is the easiest thing to get what I want". She apparently had sex with all those guys because they provided something that she wanted. We were having this conversation outside a bar about 2 months after our divorce. It led to her showing up at my house one last time and we had probably the best sex we had our entire relationship. I haven't seen her since.

She was probably the smallest girl I had ever been with, about 120 pounds at that time. It is probably why it felt so good to have sex with her, I was able to get it deep, and she had a small pussy. Even though she cheated on me allot, it wasn't "often" so it wasn't like she was loose all the time. I masturbate thinking about the times she and I had sex, and the shape of her pussy. The feeling of entering her. She was always so hot inside of her, it felt really good.

I also think about ex girlfriends. I have a third daughter with my "first time" ex. We never married but I was with her for a couple of years. I found out she had my baby after we broke up and I moved back to my home town. She was my first, I lost my true virginity to her. Hell, I lost allot of virginity to her. She and I were very adventurous. She was the first I had anal with, she enjoyed a little BDSM with spanking. She had this thing where she enjoyed me spanking her ass, then after it was red and tingling, she would want me to thrust my dick into her ass, not slowly, but fast and hard. She enjoyed the pain and pleasure. We had sex in a car for the first time. I fucked her at my work in the back room. I masturbate thinking of our sex adventures. The thing is though, the feeling of her ass stands out to me more than her pussy. There were some times, the only way I could get off while inside her was if she played with my balls while we fucked.

I also think about a few ex girlfriends I never actually had sex with but wish to fuck I would have. I think back to my very first girlfriend and how she and I only really ever kissed and I stuck my had in her pants. I hit myself thinking back now because I recognize all the signs that she wanted to fuck so bad and the best I could do was tease her. I am pretty sure I understand now why she broke up with me. I was just too innocent at the time and she wanted to have sex. I masturbate thinking on what I would have done differently in the various situations we were in.

I think one of my hottest ex girlfriends I fantasize a fuck ton about was one I never got a chance to do anything with while we were together, but had a chance afterwards and never took it because of "morals" that I have. We only dated about a week, before we mutually broke up because I had realized she was going to be just another one of my ex-wife and she realized we had two different worlds (she liked doing pot and had experimented with other stuff). There she had come over one night after we had broke up. She was mad at her mom and wanted to drink. It was just me, her, and another pregnant ex girlfriend (long story) at my house. She got pretty drunk and started twerking and dancing in my face. At one point, she actually straddled me and started kissing my neck. There is one point, the turning point, that I will always remember and is the spot for my fantasy. She was completely drunk, stripped down to just her panties (tequila makes her clothes fall off). She wanted me bad, she was laying on the couch across from me and began rubbing herself. I have this moral where I won't have sex with a drunk girl if I am not also drunk. I could have easily of gotten on my knees, ripped her panties to the side and fucking ate the shit out of that pussy. She would have gotten off so fast. I could have proceeded to fuck her. Instead, I moved her to the floor, gave her a pillow, covered her up and watched her slowly fall asleep while she grabbed at me to pull me down to her. I mean she thanked me the next morning for not "taking advantage of her" but she admitted she remembers some of it and is disappointed I didn't do anything with her. My other ex that was there had told her I was good at eating pussy, so she was kind of looking forward to it. I regret never fucking her so bad and fantasize about going back to that night and going through with it.

Another ex from my high school, my second girlfriend. She was my first actual sexual encounter, but it would be 2 years before I lost my virginity to the other one above. This girl was the first one I got to see completely naked and the first girl I ate out. We had just got to her house while her family was away after our date. She took me to her parents room. We started making out and she steps back and strip down to her panties. She straddles me and we start making out again. After she begins dry humping me, I was rubbing her through her panties. This got her so horny she got off of me. Took off her panties and laid down pulling me to her. I kissed down her body and began eating her pussy. She had allot hair, and her pussy smelt like a mix of shampoo, pee, and pussy juices. It was awesome. I had no idea what I was doing but ate her out until she started saying something about wanting me to put it in. Problem was I didn't have a condom and when she realized this, she just said it is fine. I started panicking for not having one and it turned off the mood. So she just made out with me a bit longer and got dressed. Worst blue balls of my life because she didn't do anything to help me get off. I think back on it now, yelling at my inexperienced self to just fuck her and nut on her stomach. What makes it worse is that I have her on facebook and she posts these risqué pictures of herself. She still looks hot as fuck. I fantasize about having an internet fling with her and think about how our session could have been more.