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Anything Goes
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Straight Female / 27
I'm Afraid Of Wrinkles
Thankfully i still don't have wrinkles but i'm afraid that the moment i will develop will come.
It will be a reminder that i am not young anymore and a life full of misery and less energetic than now will follow.
I get depressed because as the time goes i won't be desirable. Not that i am now because of my social anxiety i don't have the courage to try and i hardly have any connection with people besides my friends.
But i know even though my social anxiety i guess there must be men out there who would want to have sex with me if they met me.
I look innocent and younger than i am so maybe there are 40-50-60 year old men who would like to have sex with me.
Because i still have this soft young skin and vagina they desire to touch.
When i will become 40-50-60 year old those same men won't want me.
I don't blame them because in that age i would prefer younger people too.
Not that will ever happen but at my 40-50 i fantasize myself to live alone and be financially prosperous and have young boys age 15-18 to pleasure me and if they would want i could pay them to stay in my house and continue to pleasure me so i could touch, lick and kiss their cute, soft, fresh young bodies and skins.
It will be a reminder that i am not young anymore and a life full of misery and less energetic than now will follow.
I get depressed because as the time goes i won't be desirable. Not that i am now because of my social anxiety i don't have the courage to try and i hardly have any connection with people besides my friends.
But i know even though my social anxiety i guess there must be men out there who would want to have sex with me if they met me.
I look innocent and younger than i am so maybe there are 40-50-60 year old men who would like to have sex with me.
Because i still have this soft young skin and vagina they desire to touch.
When i will become 40-50-60 year old those same men won't want me.
I don't blame them because in that age i would prefer younger people too.
Not that will ever happen but at my 40-50 i fantasize myself to live alone and be financially prosperous and have young boys age 15-18 to pleasure me and if they would want i could pay them to stay in my house and continue to pleasure me so i could touch, lick and kiss their cute, soft, fresh young bodies and skins.
