Tried Something New When Horny And Drunk

I have been married for 10 years and for the last 3-4 years at least we have had almost no sex life. This has been a problem for me because I am a very horny person and I generally need to masturbate 2-3 times per day to stay satisfied when I'm not getting any from my wife. Lately I have stumbled onto some porn that got me interested in trying to at least try doing things with other married guys. I have toyed with the idea for probably a year or two, but could never gather the courage to try.

I'm not sure what came over me, but last night I got drunk and talked to a couple guys on the internet. Before I knew it I told them where to meet me. I honestly didn't expect that they would both show up. I saw the first on parked on my street and I walked to his car and sucked his dick until he came in my mouth right in front of my house. Then I noticed a truck parked not far away and realized it probably is the other guy. So I walked to his truck and sucked his dick until he came in my mouth too. I swallowed both of them. Then I walked into my house and brushed my teeth and went to bed. I still kind of can't believe it happened after fantasizing about something like that for so long.