My Fantasies Come And Go

Now i have a fantasy where i am with an older man than me around age 40-50 who is dominant (real dominant not pretending) to know how to put a woman in her place, to not let any slut to sexually manipulate him.

I fantasize this man to take care of me like a father does and to give me a purpose in life, this purpose would be to serve him in any way he wants and be with him to show me the life.

If he wanted something beyond the usual i would accepted even if i didn't like it.
For example if he wanted to pee on me i would let him even though i don't interested.
I would want to be useful to him.

I fantasize him handsome with suit, socially elevated and rich with a beautiful penis which would gives me multiple orgasms.
A little narcissist who takes care of himself a lot. And a little unstable emotionally.
Not a bad person but i want him dominant and a master.

I could dress in any way he likes if that would mean he continue to like me.

He would make it clear that he is not mine, i want him independent but at the same time i want him to be loyal to me and i always would be loyal to him.

If he wanted to cheat on me i would prefer to know and watch him, not behind my back.
And when he would finished with man or woman i could clean their bodies from cum.

And i would go with other men if he allowed it and if he allowed, he could watch me having sex too.

We could do role play and age play together.
He could take initiatives and responsibilities and i could just follow and support him. And i mean in everything, for example if he would m****r someone i would support him and be near him. That's what real support is all about.

I could satisfy any pervert thoughs he had and wants to do it in real.

If he would want to watch me with a woman or with a girl i would accept it. In fact i would want him to have these kind of perverts desires, to watch me with preteens.

I would like to do him sexual favors.
And sitting on my kness to give him blowjobs whenever he wants.

I know i might asking too much, even though in my fantasy exciting me i don't really know if i would like it in real life and i hardly trust any man for this role.

I don't think i have dad issues because my biological father is not even close to what i described.

And i believe i have the kind of personality that someone could use it easily just like i wrote above.

At least when i have this fantasy i feel more ''normal'' than when i fantasizing and watching (in 3D hentai) preteen boys lol