I'm Not Into Sharing But He Did Her Now She Won't Go

At 14 I had my first sexual experience, with a 48 year old nun who taught math and physics at my high school. I liked it, and was more than willing. Too willing, she had to muzzle me, before I did something that exposed her. I felt rejected.

I had several other sexual encounters, call it what you want, initiated mostly by me and it was with Sam that I hooked up in high school. She was, is, that liberated female, told everyone to fuck off, her finger was on a short trigger. She forced public displays of affection, kissing in public. And I enjoyed public exposure. As girls we never exposed skin, not in public, it was behavior, in your face behavior, kissing, hand holding, hugging. But not sexual.

She got scholarship for out of state and went deep down the activist route. Turned me off, so much noise, and d***s. I shrunk back, went straight, married an architect, had my two and half kids, found my zone. I was happily married. Sam came home, she was a perpetual student, she wanted sex and I fell for it. I knew the instant I let her I'd screwed up. I pushed her away, I was not going to ruin my marriage. She responded by throwing herself at my husband. His excuse was that she wanted it and he was there to give it to her.

I'm confused, a man, married, two and a half kids, fucks a crazy lesbian because? She wanted it?

I don't pretend I'm not upset. I'm pissed, hurt, upset. Yes, I went first but I cut it off. He had no business fucking her. Now she won't leave, she's seen the light. I don't want her in my bed, she's a witch. I'm married, that means two. No where in our vows did he say, I married you, and your girlfriend too.