Need Help With Addiction

I'm totally obsessed with being naked and being a exhibitionist and I'm addicted to crack.
I want help and I need to quit because I am a fiend and can't control it anymore.
So tonight i smoked a half gram and as usual after the first hit I stripped completely naked and then walked around the back yard as i fiendishly smoked the rest.
I have a sexy ass and a tall tone body and long blond hair and I'm addicted to exhibitionism as the shit makes me feel completely freaky and wanting to do anything.
I know its so sinful but I can't help it especially when high but I am so sick of wasting my money so I definitely need help.
Anyway then I ordered a gram and all bets were off. I power smoked about half of it and put a sexy silver metal girly decorative belt on my nude body, wrote I Love to Suck Cocks and Naked Bitch Boy on my chest and Fuck Me on my ass cheeks in green Sharpe and paced around the yard doing big blasts until I was so high that my dick was a scared little nub and my horny little asshole was throbbing and twitching with excitement.
I packed my shooter and took it and a lighter with me and walked out the front door prancing around the well lit neighborhood sprinting and jogging at times and stopping to do monster blasts here and there.
I was lucky not to get caught and I know some cameras had to have got me, but I was so high and excited to be naked basically advertising my naughty desire to be gangbanged that I didn't care and I even wanted to get caught and arrested and taken to jail that way or picked up by strangers and be sexually enslaved.
I would have refused to put anything on if the cops got me and would have boisterously demanded to be gangbanged exclaiming how much I wanted to suck cocks and be fucked in my ass repeatedly and I for sure would have power smoked my last blasts in front of them before they detained me.
Anyways i made it back home i guess thankfully even though I think that if I had gotten caught maybe l would have gotten the help I needed and had one hell of an experience to boot.
Like I said, l am addicted at this point and an uncontrollable fiend with freaky desires when im in that situation kinda like Mr. Hyde in a way.
If I don't get help soon I think I will eventually shave all my body hair, oil up my body, stick a j*weled butt plug in my asshole and walk down the middle of the road in the middle of the day and do monster blasts and see what happens.