Still A Virgin And Frustrated About It.
I am on the "spectrum" but my autism is pretty mild according to me doctor. Still, I wonder if it is that nobody wants to fuck me or that my autism makes me miss the social cues. It's so frustrating.
I'd love a boyfriend. I have friends but none of them ever hit on me (that I notice). I have made it known I am hetro and open to romantic interests but nothing.
I am so fucking horny I end up fucking my hairbrush every night reading erotica. I want a boyfriend so bad... but honestly I am so horny and tired of being a virgin I'd likely take the first offer of sex I get if he wants a relationship or not. I am literally that girl who is ok to be someone's fuck toy without strings if someone would notice me that way. If pretty much anyone would notice me that way, who was a safe person, and not an asshole, I'm down for no guilt sex buddies.
I know I am not ugly not feel that way. Myself esteem is so low right now and I am so horny and frustrated... I hate this.
Sorry I had to vent. Sorry.
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