Straight Male / 21
Learned The Hardway
So this is kinda funny and sad…
A few years ago At 18 I was trying to date an older girl who was kinda crazy but I was lusting for.
She was rather short had a nice bubble butt and was very athletic.
Well at that time I was also a porn addict or sex addict as well. My dick isn’t big or special at 6” but it has a little girth to which I have had compliments on before.
Long story short I finally managed to invite this beautiful girl to make out with and make love and I guess she was in the middle of a breakup or meltdown as well and needed someone to lay with.
Well when we were about to have sex I just couldn’t get hard from the thought of her broken relation and obviously my dumb masterbation addiction where I would cum to pictures of her the days prior.
She quickly noted I was having ED problems and completely broke down on my bed and even started shouting at me.
I tried calming her down and apologizing offering maybe we spend some time in other ways but she had made up her mind and stormed off.
I felt terrible, I didn’t even feel embarrassed just rather sad that she was going through a lot and I couldn’t satisfy her.
I don’t think I ever heard back from her but after that day I became my own villain and managed to get better with my addiction but at the cost of learning how to fuck real woman and becoming a man whore with good dick and not just porn and masterbation.
Everytime I think of this girl I wish I could see her again and start over and give her what she was looking for that day…if it was present me I would’ve had her out of breath begging for more to the sounds of my cock scrambling her guts
*sigh* if only I had matured faster, at least I learned and at least there’s a track record of me out there with positive reviews.
A few years ago At 18 I was trying to date an older girl who was kinda crazy but I was lusting for.
She was rather short had a nice bubble butt and was very athletic.
Well at that time I was also a porn addict or sex addict as well. My dick isn’t big or special at 6” but it has a little girth to which I have had compliments on before.
Long story short I finally managed to invite this beautiful girl to make out with and make love and I guess she was in the middle of a breakup or meltdown as well and needed someone to lay with.
Well when we were about to have sex I just couldn’t get hard from the thought of her broken relation and obviously my dumb masterbation addiction where I would cum to pictures of her the days prior.
She quickly noted I was having ED problems and completely broke down on my bed and even started shouting at me.
I tried calming her down and apologizing offering maybe we spend some time in other ways but she had made up her mind and stormed off.
I felt terrible, I didn’t even feel embarrassed just rather sad that she was going through a lot and I couldn’t satisfy her.
I don’t think I ever heard back from her but after that day I became my own villain and managed to get better with my addiction but at the cost of learning how to fuck real woman and becoming a man whore with good dick and not just porn and masterbation.
Everytime I think of this girl I wish I could see her again and start over and give her what she was looking for that day…if it was present me I would’ve had her out of breath begging for more to the sounds of my cock scrambling her guts
*sigh* if only I had matured faster, at least I learned and at least there’s a track record of me out there with positive reviews.
