Bigger Works Better

I’m once married and had several guys before my husband at 23. Now single I find myself pairing with guys I meet that are larger. I’ve come across a couple of guys I liked but their average dicks just don’t do to me what bigger ones do. I just always feel like I’m going to cum from the start and with the others I have to find a groove which sometimes leads to an orgasm but not always, with the couple of guys I’m FWB with it’s like I know I’m going to cum it’s just how hard and how many times.
I never had more than one orgasm before I did something out of character just after my divorce and actually sought out a guy that had tried to fuck me since we married. I was a nervous and tipsy and he was all I had heard about, I had two hands around him as I sucked and jerked him. He fingered me a bit and went down on me but when he pushed most of that dick in me I knew I was going to cum, I just didn’t realize it would be in 30 seconds. I had the best orgasm come almost out of no where that rolled right into another. He got so excited he came in me as I orgasmed the second time, all in about of minute after penetrating me. The second one seemed to last forever, he was so deep inside me and so thick. He started laughing after cumming so fast and told me he had never had a girl cum so fast before, we were at it again in 10 minutes.
I fucked him all weekend, I had no idea it could be so different.
After several weeks I hadn’t heard from him and showed up. He was with someone else. I left and he called later, he wondered if I might be interested in joining he and her sometime. I was dumbfounded but was immediately considering it in my mind as I told him I just couldn’t. He told me she would be disappointed since she wanted him to ask her. Now I can’t get it out of my mind.
I saw the girl a few weeks later and she noticed me and waved and smiled. OMG I felt my spine tingling and my pussy heating up.
Should I?