Why Am I So Horny All The Time?

I masturbate 3 or 4 times a day on average. I usually talk with older guys online when doing it or fantasize about beig ravished and completely used and treated like a toilet by old men. Is there something wrong with me? The men are often at least in their 40s or older.

Also, if people found out about the amount of times I masturbate a day, would this negatively affect my potential modelling career or status as a social media influencer?

I've been super careful and haven't showed any face pics with the older men I've chatted with before, but I'm worried that they might find out about me eventually.