Addicted To Sucking

I am a 50 year old single male. From the first time I watched porn I was attracted much more to the men than the women. I fantasized many times about giving a man with a large penis a handjob or a blowjob. The thought of pleasing a man with a big dick was my ultimate fantasy. Even when I was a teenager I knew I liked men more than women. Years ago I confessed to a friend I liked big cocks and I would do whatever he wanted. And I wouldn’t tell. He said he was not gay and the thought of sucking or touching another man’s penis did not appeal to him. I said you don’t understand, I just want to serve you and I have never been with a guy before. I told him I was asking because I knew he was big. I actually prefer it when a guy doesn’t want to do stuff to me. I am turned on by pleasing him if he is big. He asked me what I wanted to do and I said I want to make his big dick feel good. He was turned on at the idea of having a sex slave and getting sucked any time he wanted. He was also turned on by my liking big cocks. He said he wasn’t going to do anything to me. But if I really liked big cocks he would let me suck him anytime I wanted. If that’s what I liked . I will suck you every day if you let me. If his cock was big I would do stuff to him when ever he wants as long as he didn’t tell. He took his cock out and I started breathing so hard. I had always wanted this. Now I serve him every day.