Only Role Play Giving Me Orgasam

I love sex a lot . I keep thinking when my husband would come home and fuck me . I want to explore sex but my husband is the only person I ever had sex with badly wants to cheat him but I won't so basically role play is the only thing works for me . The story I make for characters while having sex has to be always wild and have multiple partners . I like to talk dirty when I ride him . Basically because in reality i want to be fucked by someone who is cheater nd fucks different people . Why do I want to have sex with someone who is married nd still wants to fuck other people . It is my fantasy i guess