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Obsessions
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Straight Male / 25
I'm Extremely Attracted To Queen Latifah
I am 25-year-old, straight white guy. I have a cute blonde girlfriend who likes to fuck a lot. But nobody knows about my secret desire, my secret shame.
This started when I was twelve and hasn't let up since. I started going through puberty and was looking for photos of naked women to masturbate to. Since I had no access to online porn, I used Sears catalogue I found at home... of plus-sized women. It felt so good. A few days later, I saw Queen Latifah on TV and got very excited. And the rest is history.
The closest I got to fulfilling my fantasy was two years ago. We went to a strip club for my friend's bachelor party (I was single at the time). Pretty sleazy place since we don't have much money. There was this chubby black stripper with big ass and tits, in a tight ourple top, with purple lipstick and a lot of glitter. Her name was Chantal. She was only 18, definitely not Queen Latifah's age, but seeing her on stage gave me a rush you wouldn't believe. I paid her for a lapdance. It was the most intense sexual experience in my life up until that point. She took her bra off and let me fondle and suck on her tits. I also groped her ass and sucked on her toes. I jizzed my pants three times.
I kept obsessing about that encounter for two weeks afterwards. I finally went back to the strip club and seeked Chantal out. She was on a break. We had a few drinks. She told me she could be mine for the night, if I paid her 500 dollars. I only had 1000 on my bank account, but I didn't care. I immediately went to the ATM. Then we went to my apartment. I don't know what came over me. We were up all night and I must have jizzed ten times in her c**t, ass and mouth. She even let me go bareback.
Still, I mostly had it under control until last year, when the show "The Equalizer" starring Queen Latifah came on. My libido just exploded. The show itself isn't very good, but seeing Queen Latifah kick ass in all those different outfits instantly made my dick jump up. It doesn't help that my girlfriend likes to watch it and I just sit there with a raging boner. I'm surprised she hasn't picked up on that. Whenever I'm home alone, I watch that show and masturbate. I also play Queen Latifah's music while I do, because hearing her rap turns me on even more.
To make things worse (or better?), there is Shanna, a cashier at the grocery store I go too. She is 40, black, chubby, with huge ass and tits. She kind of looks like Auntie Suga from "Next Friday" movie. I know for sure she has been flirting with me, and I have to admit I have flirted back. I also heard some guys talk about how they had a few drinks with her at a bar and ended up fucking her that night. I don't know if that's true or not, of course, but the stories seemed consistent enough.
The last few days have been unbearable. My girlfriend left to visit her family in Seattle. She'll be gone for two weeks. I keep thinking back to Shanna. It would be so easy to ask he to have a few drinks with me at a bar... I have the apartment all to myself... I don't think she even knows I have a girlfriend... see what happens? I love my girlfriend and don't want to cheat on her, but the temptation is becoming unberable. I jerk off at least four times a day.
This started when I was twelve and hasn't let up since. I started going through puberty and was looking for photos of naked women to masturbate to. Since I had no access to online porn, I used Sears catalogue I found at home... of plus-sized women. It felt so good. A few days later, I saw Queen Latifah on TV and got very excited. And the rest is history.
The closest I got to fulfilling my fantasy was two years ago. We went to a strip club for my friend's bachelor party (I was single at the time). Pretty sleazy place since we don't have much money. There was this chubby black stripper with big ass and tits, in a tight ourple top, with purple lipstick and a lot of glitter. Her name was Chantal. She was only 18, definitely not Queen Latifah's age, but seeing her on stage gave me a rush you wouldn't believe. I paid her for a lapdance. It was the most intense sexual experience in my life up until that point. She took her bra off and let me fondle and suck on her tits. I also groped her ass and sucked on her toes. I jizzed my pants three times.
I kept obsessing about that encounter for two weeks afterwards. I finally went back to the strip club and seeked Chantal out. She was on a break. We had a few drinks. She told me she could be mine for the night, if I paid her 500 dollars. I only had 1000 on my bank account, but I didn't care. I immediately went to the ATM. Then we went to my apartment. I don't know what came over me. We were up all night and I must have jizzed ten times in her c**t, ass and mouth. She even let me go bareback.
Still, I mostly had it under control until last year, when the show "The Equalizer" starring Queen Latifah came on. My libido just exploded. The show itself isn't very good, but seeing Queen Latifah kick ass in all those different outfits instantly made my dick jump up. It doesn't help that my girlfriend likes to watch it and I just sit there with a raging boner. I'm surprised she hasn't picked up on that. Whenever I'm home alone, I watch that show and masturbate. I also play Queen Latifah's music while I do, because hearing her rap turns me on even more.
To make things worse (or better?), there is Shanna, a cashier at the grocery store I go too. She is 40, black, chubby, with huge ass and tits. She kind of looks like Auntie Suga from "Next Friday" movie. I know for sure she has been flirting with me, and I have to admit I have flirted back. I also heard some guys talk about how they had a few drinks with her at a bar and ended up fucking her that night. I don't know if that's true or not, of course, but the stories seemed consistent enough.
The last few days have been unbearable. My girlfriend left to visit her family in Seattle. She'll be gone for two weeks. I keep thinking back to Shanna. It would be so easy to ask he to have a few drinks with me at a bar... I have the apartment all to myself... I don't think she even knows I have a girlfriend... see what happens? I love my girlfriend and don't want to cheat on her, but the temptation is becoming unberable. I jerk off at least four times a day.
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