Dick Obsessed

Sitting here jacking to some guy getting his face fucked. Thinking, how lucky he is. Remembering some of the times I was the guy on my knees or having my hair held or bent over a couch getting my ass railed as a teen from a mid forties guy. Mid 80's cumslut, that loved the feel of a hard or soft cock in my mouth giving porn style head, alot of moaning and telling how much I just want to suck his dick. All I could think about from the time I woke up till I was walking home with a mouth of face full of cum was that fucking dick. I wonder what he thought about when he woke up? Was it my mouth or ass or just part of his day like a cup of coffee? I sucked his dick through drive thrus, hiking trails, road head with truckers honking, drive ins, fishing spots, amusement park stalls, rest stops, with him talking to people through house window with his cock buried in my throat. Some I'm not thinking about I'm sure. I just wanted him to feel good but also I craved dick so fucking much. Even more than the cum, because after cumming we had to rest for a few hours at least. I miss that daily dose of being let to suck a guys dick. Now it's so sparingly and the guys aren't the same. They don't just use a guy to get off there is more there it's seems. I wonder what he did after I left if he thought what can I get this cocksucker to do next or he ever thought I wonder if today's the last blowjob he gives me? I regret not asking what he was thinking about while his dickhead was between my lips.