Confused But Still Horny

So yesterday I caught my husband's fake Facebook account. We have been together for 7 years ( 3 years of marriage) till 5 years i was in deeply love with him . I was crazy about him but now I love him but not crazy bcz he made me like that lack of attention nd other things made me like this 5 years i didn't think of anyone but now i want to fuck some of my friends . I was feeling guilty even though nothing happened sexually i had sex chat only but yesterday I found he has been chating for whole these 7 years
He was chating with other girls when I was mad for him . loyal with him
Now he said he won't repeat it but i cant promise the same bcz I didn't get the same love