Totally Hooked

I was married to my highschool sweetheart up until 6 months ago. We were each other's first sex partners and up until about a year and a half ago I was sure I was the only man she ever had sex with. Unfortunately I caught her getting fucked by our landlord when I came home from work way early because I was sick. I was devastated. Probably the only thing that kept me from totally losing it was my best friend and his wife. They were very supportive and after a couple of months while I was going through my divorce they introduced me to Trudy. Trudy was a couple of years younger than us but worked with my friend's wife and they were very good friends. Trudy is the opposite of my ex, she is short, very skinny, no boobs at all hardly and what y'all call a ginger with lots of freckles. She's really cute though and very smart and funny. We hit it off well, but it seemed to be mostly platonic and in hindsight I guess it was just me not knowing much about women to be honest and how to read them. After a month or so of us hanging out etc... Trudy asked me why I hadn't tried anything with her. Didn't I find her attractive? Did I swear off women or was I gay? I was kind of shocked and told her my story. I'm not really shy but I'd only ever been with Sara my ex and maybe I just don't know how to interact with women. She grabbed my face as kissed me. It was wonderful honestly. She had nice soft lips and her tongue seemed to know exactly what to do. She asked if I liked that and I said it was probably the best kiss ever. We had a very long talk about sex and I discovered that there was a lot I had to learn. Fortunately for me Trudy said she was going to teach me about everything I had missed all these years. I had never eaten pusdy before, gotten a BJ or done anal. She loved it all. She gave great BJs, not that I'd ever had one before. And anal was a very awesome new experience. But the best thing was eating her pussy. She has what I think is a perfect and beautiful pink pussy with just a small patch of red hair above her clit which is wonderful to kiss, lick and suck on. Her pussy is very juicy and the juices flow out of her like a small stream, and it's sweet. I mean really sweet. I love licking it up and sliding my tongue as deep in her as I can. She taught me how to do it just the way she likes it. My favorite is when she has me lay down on my back and she squats over me and "makes" me eat her until she's satisfied. It's so awesome because after just a minute or so the juices start flowing and I get to lap it all up. When she cums even more flows out and I get my reward for licking her so good. It's gotten to the point that when we have sex which is just about every day, I have to eat her out for at least a half an hour and sometimes way longer before we actually fuck. I'll be honest, I'd be happy just licking her perfect pussy and never even fuck. But she says a girl's gotta have a good fucking too. I've gotten pretty good at that too.
I think I'm in love with her but Mark says I'm just loving the sex and I should just enjoy it without going overboard. I

I confident now when it comes to sex and interacting with women. And I've even been hit on a few times when out with other friends etc... But I only want Trudy, at least for now. I can't believe sex with anyone else could be better. We've been "dating" for over a year now. And we are living together and I couldn't be happier. She's the take charge type and I really like that about her. I'm no mouse and she doesn't walk all over me. But we both agreed that she's the boss in bed. I couldn't be happier. But we have a special agreement we both can do whatever we want with whomever we want. I told her I can't see how having sex with anyone else could be better so I'm not going to fuck anyone else. She says good. She feels the same way especially since she taught me how to be the perfect lover for her.
From when I thought I would never smile again to being this happy... It's funny how life can change from so bad to so good so fast.