Good girl.
Find another and go again.
Your a hot 19 year old fuck, it he is too busy others will gladly do it.
Tell him you will make it up to him and let him fuck any girl of his choice. lol
Don't feel bad. Your body has needs and you deserve to be fucked. Also, your boyfriend should make the time to give you some attention.
When a woman wants to lay on her back and get fucked, nothing will stop her.
dump him. He is probably not into women.
If you want a future with this guy try to be understanding that hes trying to build a better future, maybe your future. If you just want to fuck around and have no self control then maybe you, actually him, is better with someone else.
The "cheating" is almost never what a person feels guilty over. Keeping it a secret is the guilt trigger. "Admitting your wrong doing is the only right way" and "keeping secrets from your loved ones is wrong" are what most people are taught, so naturally and subconsciously, doing anything outside of those teachings are felt by way of guilt.
Think of it like this... if you could openly and confidently tell your bf about having amazing sex with another guy and you knew that he would be supportive and accepting of it.. would you still feel guilty? Any answer to that question other than "no" would be denial. Who's fault is it that he wouldn't understand and accept the situation? Not yours...so why should you feel bad?
In your case, you wanted to have sex. You initiated and tried getting his dick and he rejected you. So you found some dick from someone that picked up the slack.
So you have 2 choices.. 1) "What he don't know, don't hurt." is simple, TRUE and keeps you two together. So find a way to just move on. Or 2) Tell him, put yourself in danger, hurt his feelings and more than likely break up.
Nothing good will really come from option 2. Just leave it be. You got some dick. GOOD dick at that. It's not a big deal until you make it one.
Ignoring the horny men above^ may i ask what compelled you to cheat really?, was it your partners lacking libido or was there more to it, you put emphasis on the rough sex. Is it perhaps possible he isnt satisfying you in the way you wish to be satisfied?.
