Thinking About It

I met this guy back in the fall who wanted to be blown. It was in a bad part of town, and his house stank of cigarettes. I sucked him( he came pretty quickly) and left, feeling ashamed and humiliated, and swearing I would never suck him again. He reached out to me a few days ago, and the weird thing is, I am very tempted to get on my knees for him again, even though it was not a great experience the first time. Why do I humiliate myself by sucking cock?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 18, 2022 at 8:44 AM

Aside from the cigarette odor, what was particularly bas about the experience? Was he overly aggressive and fucking your mouth instead of letting you suck? Was he uncut and had a bad taste or odor under his foreskin?

As to why you want to go back, that's a mixed bag as well. Was his cock particularly big or was it a Goldilocks thing and his cock was 'just right'? He have big balls that gave you a lot of sweet tasting cum?

Was there something about him that dinged your innate submissiveness? Did he hold your head, call you faggot and cocksucker? Use lots of degrading words and phrases while you were on your knees? Brag about being more of a man than you and telling you he could fuck your wife or daughter better than you?

Maybe you just like the hot glow of humiliation and the adrenaline rush of walking out of a stranger's door, fearful you'll be spotted by someone you couldn't explain yourself to?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 19, 2022 at 9:57 PM

You must have kind of liked it . Try with different guys but be careful you may find you enjoy it. I found i liked sucking years back i can really get into sucking that i have an extreme orgasm just by sucking men no touching

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 20, 2022 at 11:35 AM

I resisted for years, recently a neighbor fed me his thick cock, now I want to suck cock every day.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 21, 2022 at 4:08 AM

I’m a 62 yo married man, I’ve sample gay and bi sex fir little short windows over the years, married to a wife that for the most part has never been into sex except to set the hook for marriage, another 3 years ago I decided I wanted to learn to suck cock, I meet a guy close to where we live, it worked out great, once I learned how to really turn a man on and how to master sucking cock and balls, I became a great cock sucker, we meet every day that we can make work, I have enjoyed draining his balls hundreds of times now, he has recently started sharing my skills with a Jack buddy of his too, he is half my age and really hung, he is married too, I love sucking them both and much to my surprise and delight he also fucks me each time, wow it’s good

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 24, 2022 at 1:11 PM

A friend of mine asked me to suck his cock, He'd been on his own for two years and in my drunken stat I felt sorry for him and didn't object. My head in his lap he undid and unleashed his addictive juice pole. I stared at it for a second before he offered it to me. My mouth opened ' good boy', he chirped as I pleasured him. It felt so wrong however I caused him to blow his load down my throat, swallowing. I'm now his skull fuck.

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