Just A Whine

I really want him to tell me he loves it with me no matter what and I am his and that self acceptances willl come and I will get thin again from the sex. I don't know how else to live with this. god forgive me for loving him. I have been all around the around about looking and stopping and being pushed on so look forgive me for being human and have a need. I am turned on by a guy telling me I am great and wants it all now. You get so warn out waiting.