Dirtiest Possible

I have no idea what came over me, but this past weekend I didn't ask, I demanded that my husband shit on my belly. Some pee too, then demanded he lay on top of me and fuck me. I came within seconds of his starting on me. My husband didn't know what to do, I've never been the dominant one in our sex play but I did it this time, calling him names, calling myself names.

He had to go, and I took a towel and laid down on the bathroom floor and he asked me what I was doing. I got very rough and demanding and told him to do it, or he wouldn't get a chance at me again. I've always felt very sexual when I go to the toilet, and quite frankly the times he has done anal to me I came like crazy. but this was over the line, I have no idea what clicked like a switch in my head.

he hasn't said a word about it. I cleaned up, took him and me in the shower and washed us both up, he peed on my pubes in the shower, I kissed him and thanked him for putting up with me. Silently he went to bed and I followed after I finished cleaning up.

I don't think this is the last time I'll do that, or other things by taking the more dominant role. He fucked me twice that night and that hasn't happened in several years. I have no idea why I decided after this long to do something like this, the dirtiest sex possible I think, but I did. So did he.