I Gave Into Lust And Don't Want To Stop

I'm 68 not at all young, with the ravages of age, bald spot and a beer belly. My wife's mother is dying slowly and my wife is out of town taking care of her. I was out getting some stuff from Home Depot and it was after 2 and decided to stop at El Sombrero for lunch, a freeway Mexican place that sits 100. The place was pretty empty and I sat by the window and Rigoberto was my waiter. A man in his forties, a little overweight, smooth, with soft hands and very attentive. We talked, the place was empty so we talked.

Rigoberto told me that he had bought this piece of land on the East side of town, one acre and he had put a trailer on it. It was nice and it was his, well except for the mortgage, but it was lonely out there. None of his usual friends went out there to see him. He put his hand on my shoulder, a comforting touch. I asked him about the land, I have experience with realty, and talked to him about maybe splitting it into two lots, selling one and paying off the other half and he would be mortgage free, or close to it. He asked me if I would go out to his place and see it.

I'll confess that I was interested and here was an opportunity to go out of my boundaries. Something I had wanted to do but never got the opportunity. I looked at him and thought about kissing him. I looked down at his pants and wondered if he was circumcised or not, most Mexican men of lower income are not (something I know because my business took me to Mexico a lot and it's been a topic of discussion). The well to do are circumcised, the help is not. He noticed me looking, I had gotten lost in thought and he said that it was slow and he was going to ask if he could get off early.

I followed him the 12 miles to his place, off a secondary highway, a wooded lot and a clearing where his trailer sat. The previous owner had installed a septic system and he had county electricity. We walked around the trailer, at least 15 years old but in good condition. I had my realty hat on. He showed me the shed behind the house where he kept the lawn maintenance equipment and told me he had done lawn work for 20 years before getting into waiting tables at El Sombrero.

Once inside, it was a one bedroom, furnished in the style of someone who will take anything. I will stop here and just stay that we were standing in the kitchen and I kissed him, on the lips. He took a step back, but let me get a second long kiss in. He was hungry to be kissed and I held his dick in my hand and kissed him again. I sat on the kitchen chair and unzipped him and took his dick out, he was uncircumcised, and took his dick in my mouth and he responded in Spanish. He got hard enough and I worked his pants off and his shirt and he was totally naked, totally smooth, shaved pubic region, shaved crack and he bent over the table and I licked and kissed and sucked his asshole. The amazing thing to me was that in spite of my desire, the fire in me to lick his ass, I didn't have a hardon. I massaged his dick between his legs.

I got undressed, and let him suck my dick for a few minutes. What I wanted to do was kiss him and we settled down on his bed and we kissed for fifteen or twenty minutes. His dick got hard and soft and hard again, but I never got a hardon. I was into kissing him and but he wanted more and he turned over on his stomach and I licked his ass some more. I was totally oral. He started moaning about mounting him in Spanish. I put my dick against his asshole and wonders of wonders I got a hard on. Not wanting to waste a hardon I go over him and he took it in, as I shoved and thrust it in. I came to quickly, he wanted more but at my age just ejaculating is a g*ft.

Rigoberto is a gay man, always was, even when he was little. He told me stories of his first time with the man that ran the warehouse where his mother worked. I helped him partition his property and got a good amount for the half and got his mortgage paid off. Rigoberto likes to kiss and we kiss often and deep. I'm oral, if you hadn't figured that out, and I love to kiss and suck his dick and lick his ass. Why ass licking turns me on so much I don't know, I had never done it, it just came over me that first time I was with him, I love to make love to his ass and lick up between his balls and his asshole. Stuff you learn as you're doing it. I fuck him when I get a hardon, but truthfully I have trouble keeping a hardon. I've let him mount, which surprisingly feels good, much better than a poke in the ass from the urologist. Rigoberto is my lover.

My wife's mother is sick, sick but won't just up and die. Too much technology keeping her alive. She is out of town dealing with her mother, which gives me all the time in the world to get together with Rigoberto and express myself with him.