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Obsessions
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Bi-Sexual Female / 18
I've Developed Two New Fixations
So a few months ago, after rough housing with some of my friends pretty consistently, I had a subtle inner moment of realizing a part of me liking it was that I thought it was hot.
Flashforward to the past few weeks, I've been obsessing over some content creators who participated in the Creator Clash. The Creator Clash was a boxing charity event thing with a bunch of creators, there were 9 different pairs to go up and fight.
The reason I bring it up is because a lot of the people boxing in it had a body type I really enjoy. It feels very embarrassing to admit but half of me watching the fights is like a horny aspect of it. During the first heavyweight round I was so excited and had this mini crush on the fighter that won. I also haven't really watched more of the fights cause I keep getting turned on and its embarassing.
So it feels like I'm hyperfixated on something that I don't know how to find. It's not like a full on dad bod but it's wider and they're so strong. Like I think I'm obsessed with the idea of the size gap between me and the person, it's genuinely been all I can think about. I feel embarrassing getting into details but also it's a sex site. A lot of people can pick me up fairly easily and I'm not that tall so I'm really into the idea of riding someone and just feeling them like controlling me. The easiest term to compare it to is like a fleshlight. Also sidenote a lot of men with the body type I'm looking for have chest hair and I absolutely love it.
Anyways x o x o :)
Flashforward to the past few weeks, I've been obsessing over some content creators who participated in the Creator Clash. The Creator Clash was a boxing charity event thing with a bunch of creators, there were 9 different pairs to go up and fight.
The reason I bring it up is because a lot of the people boxing in it had a body type I really enjoy. It feels very embarrassing to admit but half of me watching the fights is like a horny aspect of it. During the first heavyweight round I was so excited and had this mini crush on the fighter that won. I also haven't really watched more of the fights cause I keep getting turned on and its embarassing.
So it feels like I'm hyperfixated on something that I don't know how to find. It's not like a full on dad bod but it's wider and they're so strong. Like I think I'm obsessed with the idea of the size gap between me and the person, it's genuinely been all I can think about. I feel embarrassing getting into details but also it's a sex site. A lot of people can pick me up fairly easily and I'm not that tall so I'm really into the idea of riding someone and just feeling them like controlling me. The easiest term to compare it to is like a fleshlight. Also sidenote a lot of men with the body type I'm looking for have chest hair and I absolutely love it.
Anyways x o x o :)
