My First Job

I've made other posts on here about my love for a bigger male body type and to get fucked and used by a guy bigger than me. As bad as it sounds a part of that is the body type my dad had, and at my first job a guy at work had a similar build.
This coworker was about 8 years older than me and we ended up becoming close and talking a lot, and it escalated to also touching each other. Nothing super x-rated, but roughhousing and tickle fights during downtime of work, and we were alone together a lot and talked a lot too. I also have a small chest (b cup) and a lot of the time just didn't wear a bra cause I didn't feel like it, or sometimes it was just thing and I can only imagine he noticed cause his hands would graze at my back and at my sides a lot. He had long hair and was pretty much my type, he also was a major stoner and him and this other girl got me into smoking weed too.

There was a good chunk of time after where everytime I would get high I'd just fantasize about him fucking me while I would be all sensitive and begging and desperate. I'd genuinely spend at least an hour fantasizing about jerking him off or him stretching me out and telling me how good I was doing for him. It also helped that he was really nice that led to me wanting to fuck him for a while.