Existential Crisis Moment

Yesterday I posted about turning my gf into my personal anal, bondage, pain slut. There was one time, shortly after we started getting more into bondage and anal that we had just finished a session and she laid there in bed exhausted but had a strange look on her face. She kind of stammered out she was having a bit of a moment because her two worlds were colliding. She was raised a good catholic Italian girl, had a few partners before getting married and now she was reflecting on becoming my anal slut. I told her that just because I treat her like a whore in the bedroom, didn’t mean I loved her less, in fact I said I loved her more and absolutely adored her.
That seemed to make her feel better, and after several more minutes of reflection, she cuddled me tighter and said “I love being your slut”. Been with her for 3 years now and the sex is as good as ever, and she loves when I get creative in the bedroom.
Further to my last post, yes I did tie her to the doorframe spread eagle and run a crotch rope up her pussy. I then attached the rope to the frame and have it a good hard tug, ensuring the rope was good and tight in between her lips. I then spread the rope (I had it doubled up) and her pussy to attach a little suction tube to her clit, made sure that I sucked her clit halfway in and placed the ropes back on either side. Next came the weighted nipple clamps, ball gag and finally a blindfold. God she looked so fucking sexy all tied up, spread and exposed for me to do whatever I wanted to.
I reached for her favourite flogger and starter to whip her tits and placed a vibrator on the suction tube. Now my GF is also a squirter and after three big orgasms, she had a good sized puddle between her feet.
I untied her, lead her to the bed, bent her over the edge and fucked her in the ass until she came a couple of more times, then finally dumping my load in her ass.
Now I’d like to point out that weed is legal where I live and we usually get a good buzz on before we play. If you haven’t tried weed and sex combo, I highly suggest it, it is fucking amazing.
Anyways, after our session, we lay there in each other’s arm and just before she fell asleep she said “I absolutely adore you and love when you use me like your personal whore”. I am one of the luckiest guys in the world.