I Cheated On My Boyfriend With My Brothers Friend

My boyfriend got sent to jail a few months ago I love and miss him like crazy it’s going to be around 15 months until he’s home . I went to the shop yesterday and when I got home I noticed my brothers friend who I hunt seen since I was little so I invited him in for a drink he’s ten years older than me so he was saying how shocked he is that I’m grown up now . The conversation was flowing easily and we ended up going to the shop to get more beer I told him about my boyfriend being a n jail and he told me about his long distance relationship she lives on the other side of the planet and he hasn’t seen her for 3 yers so we ended up talking about sex and how long it’s been for us both . Cut a long story short he started touching my leg and eventually kissed me and it felt so great to have human interaction again things escalated fast we ended up undressing each other I sucked his dick for about ten minutes and he drew me on my back and ate my pussy it was amazing I came faster than I ever have before so I dragged him to the bedroom and strangled him he had a massive cock really thick as well I was riding him and kissing him at the same time and he was telling me how good my pussy feels I came hard again and bit down on his neck as I did witch made him crazy he got faster and asked me to bite him again I felt like I was in heaven I ended up cumming twice then he bet me over and went really hard I called him daddy and asked him to cum in my pussy he ended up cumming straight away it was amazing ! We got a bath together then fucked again after we got out in total we fucked 4 times then fell asleep cuddling . He went to work this morning but missed me goodbye and I feel so guilty ! I’m in love with my boyfriend but the sex last night was amazing am I honestly hope in the back of my mind that it happened again but I feel so bad for feeling that way ! Sorry it’s kinda long