I Cheated With My Brothers Friend Again

I recently my wrote how my boyfriend is in jail and I ended up fucking my brothers friend well it happened again last night . I knew what I was doing I had a few drinks and then rang him and invited him round . As soon as he got to my house he was kissing me and lifting my dress up feeling me and so on so I pushed him on to the couch and was grinding on him , I undid his belt and pulled his pants down and starting sucking his cock I deepthroated him for around 5 minutes but he said he didn’t want to come he pulled me off him he stood up and pushed me over the couch lifted my dress up and pushed my panties down and started fucking me really hard it was really forceful but sexy he grabbed my hair and went even harder before he came he pulled out turned me around made me sit and he came all over my mouth and face so being a slut I licked my lips lol we cleaned up then half an hour later we went to the bedroom and I rode him until I came then let him bend me over again we carried on drinking and fucking all night then we past out when we woke up I gave him a hand Job and then spent a few hours cuddling and kissing in bed then he went home and I wrote my boyfriend a letter telling him I love him like everything is normal