Finally

Been trying to make contact with a sexual sadist, for years, literally,,,finally succeeded! As had seemed more likely, it was a man...a small nondescript "office clerk" sort of guy, who looked facially a lot like Hitler, and harbored resentment of more athletic younger males...always felt the need to inflict extreme humiliation on them...we agreed limits, not many of them, and I invited him to my comfortable secluded home, and let him lock my head up in a very expensive heavy leather sensory deprivation hood, and keep the keys. The only opening was an air-tight heavy duty nylon zipper across my mouth, and two tiny metal-ringed air-holes at my nostrils. He also locked me into a medical-grade security belt, with attached cuffs, so that my wrists were held at my sides, comfortably but effectively. He wound thin strong cord round my roots, and tied it tight, which allowed him to slap my swollen testicles, long and hard, until the deep ache in my gut became almost unbearable, to his immense satisfaction...I am uncut, which makes the 'head' outrageously sensitive when exposed to expert fingers...the humiliation of being reduced to muffled groans, while dancing on the spot, unable to stop the wicked caresses that felt like they were going to make me defecate involuntarily, coupled with the merciless abuse of my bound testicles, was beyond anything I had ever imagined, and it was actually a relief, when he put me on my knees, unzipped my mouth, and face-fucked me slowly and intensely, literally for hours, before exploding on the back of my throat, triggering a swallow reflex.

I lost all track of time, as he fucked both ends of me, long and often, while denying me any orgasm, with wicked concentration... He also gave me lengthy beatings with a riding crop, which left welts all over...having finally got what I craved, I begged him to move in permanently, which he agreed to do...I am dictating this for him to input, since you all have probably been sick of my constant whinings about not finding the right person...