I'm A Lesbian Submissive Worthless Sex Addict

It is just the condition I was born into. A stable hard working family, who has made a comfortable living. My mother has been a devout Christian and I was raised in the Church. I took the vow to remain virgin until marriage. I graduated from a good high school with honors and went to a top school and graduated with honors. Wholesome, pretty enough, but my only dates were church dates, with boys that touched themselves but not girls.

In college I had a roommate who was sexually active and one night she had too much to drink and she shoved her pussy in my face by sitting on my face. I gagged, vomited, she peed in my face, and rubbed her pussy with my face until I stuck my tongue in her vagina. I had to shower to wash my hair, change my bed, face her pussy again and eat her until she had an orgasm. She slept with me, she called me her girlfriend, grabbed my hand when we were outside, ate me, showered with me, I ate her almost every day except for the obvious days and made out with her. By the end of the semester I accepted my surrender to her and from then on we were a stable couple on campus until we graduated.

After college, we moved in together, she met a woman who took portrait pictures and she had her do our portraits, sunset, holding hands, forehead to forehead, kissing, holding hands. But it went beyond that, she took pictures of us in the nude, and one of me on my knees praying below her pussy which she had enlarged and framed and its the picture in our bedroom.

My family does not accept my relationship, they don't speak to me. I've been cut off financially. I'm alone except for her. She wants to get married, we have the pictures already, just elope and get it over with. When we get married I will change my name to hers and I will be her wife, that's my role and I am comfortable with that. I was never raised to be a dominant partner.

I watch porn on the computer, mostly lesbian cunnilingus and I like the Australian word Cunny for a girl. I'm her Cunny. I've gotten used to having our picture praying at her feet, it's me in every sense. I meant it when I knelt before her, I will pray to her pussy any day.

I have struggled with why I am what I am. Why am I a lesbian? I never grew up like that. I don't fault anyone, or that I am definitely the submissive partner. It is who I am. A lesbian who likes being peed on in the shower, a c**t eater, an ass licker, a follower, submissive to my mistress, soon to be her wife. My father hates me, my mother doesn't say my name. I have no past, I've been erased.