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I walked between two buildings as a shortcut to the gym. I was grabbed and pulled down, a hand shoved a rag in my mouth, I almost got away but was tripped by a step I didn't see. He was on me, he pulled my jacket down around my arms, he got my pants down and tore my panties off and pinning me face down got his dick in me, until it was over.

Two minutes that changed my life. As time went on I craved sex from nasty men, homeless or scum bags on the hunt. I held onto lamp posts, lay in filth in alleys, got beat up behind a dumpster. I went out for more. This has gone on for four years, I caught infections no one wants, but not HIV curiously enough which the clinic was most concerned by. I had to get stitches over my eye, my knee from a fall, I went to the ER. The second time I had to sit and listen to a social worker until I got fed up and walked out.

I'm upper middle class financially, my parents pay for a nice apartment, I have a car, a membership to a gym, I have a graduate degree. I don't work, I don't have to. My family, my parents don't know about my 'habit'. I can only say I like it. A homeless drunk, or a jerk cruising looking for women to beat up, as long as he can get it up long enough to leave his sperm in me I'm happy, I go home and masturbate, I don't bathe or wash myself out. I used to count the men, but I quit. What matters is getting laid tonight.

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# 59723 - by Not your daughter / July 24, 2022

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by Anonymous on Jul 24, 2022 at 1:03 PM

First you need professional help. You havent recovered from the first experience. Second, find a good man who is into your kink so you can role play it safely. Im 100% sure you could find a willing participant. Good luck.

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by Anonymous on Jul 24, 2022 at 2:40 PM

Sounds more than just a little too fishy ! Most women who have suffered a violent sexual assault can't stand the thought of being touched by a man. They normally withdraw from intimacy of any kind and take years to overcome the menta or emotional trauma. But then again that wouldn't make a good sleazy story would it ?....LMAO.

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by Another_55er on Jul 24, 2022 at 3:35 PM

To Commenter 2, just as no two people grieve alike, nor do all r**e victims respond as you assume.

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by Anonymous on Jul 24, 2022 at 6:43 PM

#3, agree. I work with what is now called PTSD. I have worked with sexual assault survivors, including r**e such as the OP describes, and abused children by religious leaders. I've seen both withdrawals of social interaction and sexual addiction.

I've seen suicides and m****rers. Desensitized and active with serial sexual partners and frozen in fear.

In my youth my experience was with a religious leader. I became sexually promiscuous, later sexually libertine. An older male finally brought order into my life. Why I obeyed him and not another is also a mystery.

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by Anonymous on Jul 24, 2022 at 8:38 PM

What flowers would you like at your funeral because that’s where this going to end.

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by Anonymous on Jul 25, 2022 at 9:56 PM

I'm not as extreme as the OP. R was my first fantasy but not my first sexual experience. I loved sex and sexual pranks. When I finally did get R'd, it was with 'friends', and I was told to be a good sport about it.

I was mad but also really turned on. After it was over, I wished it had more of our friends participating and I wished we had an audience. I guess my changing the details got back to my friends because the second time my same friends forcefully pranked me, more of our guy friends took part and we had an audience of more of our friends. The second time I had a LOT of orgasms and because my audience was our friends I felt really embarrassed.

It wasn't all great as my clothes and purse got taken and I had to go home naked. Both of my parents had been called by our neighbors when they saw me walking home bare, so they saw me from a long way walking home. I got into a ton of trouble. To keep my friends from getting into trouble I had to claim I set up my own GB for that night, which wasn't true at all.

Even though it ended bad, looking back it is still my favorite sexual memory

by Anonymous on Jul 26, 2022 at 8:47 AM

C#6,

Did you ever get the purse, its contents, and your clothes back from your 'friends'? Did they all go bare and fill you with multiple cum loads? Were they nice and orderly, waiting in line to have a turn at your pussy? Or did they use 2 or all 3 holes at the same time?

OP,

You're not all alone. There's a whole subsection on red dit that deals with r**e kink.

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by Anonymous on Jul 28, 2022 at 12:45 PM

i love you carzy woman minus the stds of course.. all hot women should get a r or two to know how the real world is like. Catching an alley for a shortcutt haha
i would love to be a r counselor and masterbate to victims stories after they leave my office and even try to get laid then make them roll play the r as im pounding them for what their pussy are made for

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by Anonymous on Aug 3, 2022 at 9:03 PM

I was R'd when I was young. 13 to be precise. Ever since then I've been letting other men R me too. I meet with older men online and have them R me. I don't do it with homeless guys, the first person who R'd me was around 50 so I usually meet up with men that age. One guy I met online tricked me and also invited his friends who gang R'd me and took pictures or videos of it. I still meet up with them once every while. I just do as I'm told without thinking like it's a normal occurance.

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