My Confession

My husband and I have been married for 4 years after college. My husband is at least 100 pounds over weight and not athletic. We have good loving sex because we have great love for each other. My issue is I have a lover. My lover is 6ft 2 inches very fit and athletic. hHe is a friends husband. We started cheating at a young couple get together. All of us ladies have constantly told his wife she is married to a hunk. He caught me by surprise when he told me we were going to have sex. I’m not saying I’m a looker but I do have a body with all in the right places. His wife had a boob job and other work done and shows off her made body. At the gathering I went to the bathroom and after just walking in I heard a knock on the door. It was my lover. I unlocked and let him in. He started kissing me and feeling me up. My lover pulled my shorts down and I was about to stop him but then I saw his large erection. I have been his to use since. He cum inside me and I’m not on birth control. Lucky it was a safe time in my cycle. He told me to get my drunk husband home and come to his house. That is what I did. He showed me his drunk sleeping wife on there bed. My lover then proceeded to give me the first of many totally satisfied, exhausted, and thoroughly physical sex. We had sex on their sofa, floor, couch and kitchen cabinet. I let him cum inside all that night. Now I bj him or let him spunk on me unless I think it is a safe time. I really don’t care if he gets me pregnant but we try to be safe. My husband with his effort cums inside me but once or twice a month hasn’t made a baby. I have trimmed up to my campus’s walking days and dressing more attractive. My lover can’t get enough of me and tells me his wife is a big act. My lovers wife is gone days at a time so we have sex in their bed mostly. I hate being a cheater but the way my body feels after a meet up is what not what every woman has experienced. I don’t know what lies ahead of me with the life I’m living.