Bi Curious

I have been bi curious for a long time. Lately all I can think about is what it would feel like to be bent over and fucked long and deep in my ass. I have started going on line to try and find someone to do it but with no luck. Seems like everyone is all talk. I want to know what it is like to have another mans cock in my mouth and in my ass. Does anyone know of a site or place i can go near Sacramento to find someone real that will help me out?