Best Friends Wife

I have been having an affair with my friends wife for 20 years. It started after they had their first son. We were all school friends and my wife wanted to go see their new baby. While visiting she breast fed her son without covering up. Her maneuvering her breast and squeezing milk out made me almost cream my pants. My wife started discussing she was ready for a child. Going home I asked was she serious and she said yes so my my and I had sex beside the road even though we lived 5 minutes away. I still couldn’t get my friends wife out of my head. I made the opportunity to go over during the day to make or break my thoughts. It had been two month since birth and my friends wife had most of her slim figure back. She let me in house and shortly started feeding her son. She got up and put baby in crib while leaving her breast out. I asked if I could have a taste. She laughed out and said husband didn’t like it. She came over and pull the other breast out and stuck it in my face. The position wasn’t good so she straddled me. I was ok with the taste. With a erection that was hurting me. She could feel it and unzipped me and hunched on me. She got up pulled off her shorts and straddled me again with me inside of her. Shortly we both cum together. We had sex all morning and for the first and only time I cum 3 times in 4 hours. She apologized for losing herself and said her husband has been afraid of hurting her for 6 months now. I know now was ovulating and really wanted sex. And yes she had their daughter 9 months later. We have been getting together ever since. Some times once a month, sometimes more. She is the one whom can’t do without me. Litigation no more babies. My wife and I have 3 daughters. In our mid thirties my wife trimmed up to as slim as I had ever seen her and sexier than ever. I got a call that she had been cheating with a lover for 3 years and lovers wife exposed them. I quickly forgave her but she really was beating herself up. I convinced her I was ok with her having personal pleasure as long as she put her family first. My wife was still depressed after a few weeks. I convinced my wife I loved her having sex with her lover. She continued her affair at our house with plans that I would take kids out on the town. I love the look on her face when we return. She always gives me a big hug and whispers she got f**ked. Sometimes we talked dirty details and she would have sex again with me. I haven’t told her that I have been cheating also. I don’t know what the future holds but I hope things don’t go bad. Thanks for this confession site.