I'm Super Into My Coworkers

I've come to terms that I have a huge crush on two of my coworkers. (Btw they're brothers and that feels relevant) They're both super sweet and strong and whatever I have a huge crush on them.
But it's literally the least innocent of crushes, I think being around two hot people makes me more nervous and I'm obsessed with the idea of fucking them. I keep thinking about how strong they are, and tbh one of my other coworkers pointed out how one of them bumps against my ass often.
It's so silly but like my crush on them has been long term and I've just been super horny lately so I keep thinking of them. They're both touchy and I can't get over how much bigger their hands are than mine.
It's really embarrassing to say but I literally have been super aware of where my vibrator is because I keep wanting to jerk off.
anyways xoxo