Masturbation Addiction

When I was around 12 I started to learn how to masturbate during late night television. Soon it became and addiction and by the time I was 15 I could not stop wanking to porn and woman. It became a problem when one day I couldn’t get hard with my gf and I embarrassed myself. We broke up due to other reasons but I remember being devastated. One night in my neighborhood when I was 16 I met my exs sister who was 17 at the time and told me she had heard about my problem. I thought she was cute and asked her what she thought about it and that I was embarrassed she knew? She surprised me when she said she could help me get better but I couldn’t tell anyone. Her plan was to basically give me oral sex until I got better under one condition, I don’t masturbate once or she would stop. From that day on she would suck my cock almost every week after school. She was a natural freak with a pretty face and everytime we were together she would secretly flirt with me and grab my junk. On many occasions I lied to her about not masturbating because I couldn’t stop thinking about the next time I would cum in her, face, mouth, or tits. By the time she found out about me lying I had noticed that I didn’t really have an ED problem like I had initially thought, I was just a masturbation addict that needed to slow down and get better. I also got more confident with my body and noticed that blue balling is not necessarily always a bad thing and that I could live with it. A lot of girls I would meet would always point out the bulge in my pants and try to rub me. My ex noticed one day when I was at her house dropping some stuff off for her sister and was disgusted because she found out I was getting oral from her sister. In the end I never dated the sisters again, and the oldest one went to college so I never saw them after her graduation.