A Real Problem

My name is Suzie, and I have a problem. See, I'm very Andro and like to present as a boy. Short hair, tee shirt, jeans, and sneakers - that's me pretty much every day. I have very small perky tits, a little bit of an ass, and a full bush. I'm a natural redhead with some light freckles. I get called sir all the time and I love it, though I consider myself gender neutral. But I love cocks. I love to look at them, lust after them, dream of them. And over the summer I found one I want to keep all for myself, a guy I was talking to during the summer when we were both taking summer classes at our university. One of those long hot summer nights, in my dorm room, after some wine, I had his beautiful cock in my mouth, while he moaned my name over and over and stroked my hair. I was in heaven, and I swallowed every drop of his load when he erupted in my mouth. And that happened a few more times, and on a few occasions he ate my furry box, or fingered me, or we masturbated together, or he held me while I masturbated, or finally fucked me in the shower, finishing all over my face. Classes started this week, and I'm worried now that everyone is back he's going to act like I don't exist (it's happened before with another guy). How does an andro girl keep a man?