Sounds Crazy - Probably Is!
- That's Juicy! 10
- Remove It! 3
You don't sound crazy at all. Just very disturbed.
same difference I guess... have been doing this since childhood abuse in an orphanage and foster-care, and grew to really enjoy it...hoping to find one or more interested people, who are happy to exploit my obsession lengthily, but despite my lack of pre-conditions, not having much luck! Seems a little strange that this kind of person would be so hard to come by....
I (22 F) miss doing those kinds of things to my ex (22 M). The sex was great. It was basically me just getting to inflict as much pain as I wanted (his boundary being that it was non permanent). I loved torturing his cock and balls so so much. I loved filling his ass and throat with a strap on and making him cry. I miss making him stand in the corner while I hit all his sensitive areas. There were many time were I hit him with sugar cane. I made him hold his cock out and beg me to beat "his worthless cock" into a pulp.