All I know is I felt a yearning I hadn't had in a long time.
I think it is. Don't do anything stupid though.
You know, people have riveting experiences all the time when they see a thing of beauty. These things touch people in a special way and they don't know why. Same thing happens in art. There's a book, and the name may escape me, but I think it is called, "Death in Venice" by Thomas Mann where he has this vision of beauty over a little boy (I think). Then there is Dante's Inferno where he beholds Beatrice and basically commits the rest of his life to her (and she was just a young girl too). So, when these things hit you, I'd just enjoy them for the fact they have possibly struck a cord in your unconsciousness.
It reminds me of a religous experience I had at Pizza Hut. Three women walked in and I thought: Holy Jesus! Oh God!! They were sooo gorgous....
You should watch "Adaptation".
When you do you'll know why.