Being In Charge

I was the wild child, first fucked at 15 by an older married man, I babysat for him and his wife. Yes, I was the babysitter that let the dads fuck me. He was first, he had what I found out in life is "A big one!". He was handsome, great body, he licked me, rubbed me in all the right places, and ate me to climax before he put it in me. He later got my mouth and opened my asshole. He got me doing anything he wanted sexually, anywhere he wanted, had me going without panties almost everyday. I'd steal time even on the way to school to lift my skirt and show him my hairy pussy so he knew I wasn't wearing any. He was a take charge guy, and was definitely in control sexually. He didn't care about me it was obvious, and he certainly wasn't leaving his wife for me. I did things for him I know his wife wouldn't do. She wouldn't let him cum in her mouth, I did. She wouldn't let him fuck her ass, I did. She wouldn't dress the way he wanted, I did. I did him in cars, their bed, the basement, in my bed, outdoors. When he demanded I give him and three of his friends BJs I did it but didn't like it.

So, in my revenge I started letting other men around the neighborhood fuck me too. I went on a few dates with boys a couple years older than me but it was slam,bam, thank you maam, not much good for me. However; when I hit about 20 I realized I didn't want to be a mans fuckpuppet. i didn't want to do as I was told. I went to lesbian relationships, and was the dominant lesbian. I enjoyed it, but quite frankly getting it from a silicone cock isn't the same as a real one. I really liked lesbian sex, but I wanted cock too.

My husband G came along and was a virgin at 20 when I met him. I'd had 32 cocks and 14 women by that time. I let him have me for his first time, but I gave him instructions which he followed to the letter. So I continued giving him instructions. He had a pretty big cock, but no bigger than my first (still the biggest I've had or even seen). It felt good when he did it the way I wanted it. So through the years I've been the one telling him what to do in our sex life.

Wanting that lesbian experience too, he knows I do sometimes go out with other women, even after we are married. However; at home, he comes to bed in nighties, lingerie, at the very least in stockings, garter, panties, and full makeup with his long hair. I do peg him sometimes, but mainly I just like cock from a womanly man. I married the right womanly man, who crossdresses for me, who does what I say. I am the one in charge. It's our secret, to others socially I am all woman, all sweet and cute, and he is the manly man. But he won't come to bed without his proper attire.

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by Anonymous on Oct 5, 2022 at 10:30 PM

Where have you been all my life?
I love to crossdress and I have dreamed and dreamed about being a submissive lesbian to my master wife who orders me to dress as a girl and serve as her maid, housewife, and sex slave (and her waitress when she has friends over).

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