Some Girls Have To Learn To Say No, I Learned To Say Yes

I'm 29 this week. Last time I worked outside the home was when I was 24. That's five years. I now have three kids, 4, 2 and one month. I have been married for three of those years. I think a lot of relationships are spawned either in college or at work. My relationship started at work. Like most of those relationships it was a high wage earner and lowly jr accountant. It wasn't a match made in heaven, he was married to a younger woman already and I was the homewrecker. I did not initiate the relationship and tried to stay out of it. But men don't hear you when their nose is up your butt and can only think about sex with you.

For six months I was fucked up one side and down the other. Say no and you get turned over and you're asking yourself why gay men like that. Say no and you get a mouthful of dick. Say no and you get put in bed and kept in bed until he's satisfied. Until you learn not to say no, but by then you're pregnant. By then you better say yes and you better be nice, you can't have a baby on your own. His wife took it badly, she didn't like me at first but she had to host me at home after my son was born and help me take care of a baby and help me learn to nurse the baby. Then she liked me and decided that I would live with her and he would move out.

But he kept coming back and you don't say no for the reasons above. Not me and not her either. I got pregnant again a year later and she got pregnant six months after that. Before me she didn't want to have children, but now she wanted to stay home too and take care of babies too. She pushed for a divorce and she and I got married six months after that. For the kids and because we wanted to live together. We kept the house, which he still pays for and he pays child support and spousal support. He can afford it, he makes lots of money and he doesn't have anyone else to spend it on.

We live independently and he comes around to see us and spend time with the kids. I got pregnant and had my third baby a month ago. I don't say no, for the reasons stated above. He decided that he wants a big family after all and if this is the way for him to have it, then this is the way he is going to have his big family. Five years is a long time and not time at all. People who know us know better than to ask why we let him come around. I mean, that's where babies come from.