I Am A Sex Fiend

I am absolutely consumed and obsessed with sex. It’s all I think about day and night. I am 58 and feel like I have regressed 40 years to how horny I was at 18. It’s as if I am in a constant state of arousal. The catch is I am in a totally sexless marriage.

As I have gotten older I have become more self aware and comfortable with my sexual desires and fantasies. Nothing is too kinky or taboo or off the table for expirementing with as ling as it is between consenting adults.

I am obsessed with having an affair and being with someone else and taking them into my marital bed. This fantasy consumes my thoughts constantly and every woman I see I wonder if she is in a similar situation.

In fact kinky taboo dirty and slutty are what I need and crave. I don’t know how much longer I can resist my urges as it has been almost 2 years with no sexual contact.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 13, 2022 at 9:28 AM

Don’t mess up your marriage. Just keep it in your head. I am 59 and I also have a very high sex drive. My wife used to be a sex pot but now after menopause we go months without sex. About a year and a half ago I started having an affair with a 75-year-old married woman. She is married to a guy who can’t get a hard on anymore. She sucks my dick just about every time we get together. at first it was great because it had been so long since I had sex as she really likes giving blowjobs but after a while I realize I was in a situation I didn’t know how to get out of. I can’t bear the thought of messing up my marriage and I don’t know how to stop seeing this woman. It creates two problems, number one I’m terrified at the thought of my wife finding out. We are at an age that neither one of us needs to start over. She certainly doesn’t deserve this, she’s always been a great wife. It’s no fault of hers that her sex drive is gone. And secondly, I really don’t have any willpower. I am addicted to having my dick size. Try turning down a blow job. I doubt you could do it. It’s really complicated. No one in the world knows about this unless she has told someone. It’s a very dangerous situation. I have fantasized for years, mainly about my wife because she was very sexual when she was younger and would do anything to please me, Including sucking my friends dick while I watched and having a threesome with my friend and me. For years I would masturbate to the memories of her letting my friend fuck her while I watched and all kinds of other kinky stuff. With us guys it’s just sex and we can separate our emotions from the act, that’s why it’s so easy to have affairs but it’s not worth it. You can try what I used to do in the past but it’s risky especially now with all these freaking communicable diseases. I would go to porn shops and adult theaters. There are plenty of guys there wanting to suck your dick. A friend of mine told me years ago that a hard dick has no conscience. All you have to do is going to a booth and leave the door unlocked, pull out your dick and start masturbating it won’t be long before some guy will stick his head in the door and offer to suck your dick. Even with the risk, I think it’s minimal as long as you’re not sucking dicks too. Good luck on your journey, just remember the orgasm feels great but the affair is not worth it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 13, 2022 at 9:37 AM

Is your cock rubbed raw from 2 years of jerking off ?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 13, 2022 at 10:09 AM

I divorced and found available women too complicated so Began sucking men's cocks and can't stop.
Some men don't consider this cheating like if they had a strange woman sucking them.
Go to a glory hole stick your cock thru it and have some cocksucker like myself satisfy you while you stand there and wonder who's nursing on your cock and whos mouth did you just cum in...talk about taboo

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 13, 2022 at 6:48 PM

I was in the same boat as you but I sat down and talked with my wife and told her how much I need sex. Long story short she gave me the ok to have sex with a prostitute. I told her that that is not what I want because of health risks etc. and I now have an FWB with her total consent. It will remain like that as long as I don’t start overstepping the mark which I don’t intend to do as right now life is perfect.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 26, 2022 at 4:01 AM

My wife said she'd be okay with whatever I decided to do, as long as she could watch but not take part. I found TRUE bi Alpha male, and brought him home, to tie me up and fuck both ends of me, at his whim...icing on the cake was fiendish orgasm denial too...after a successful week, she invited him to move in with us, for her "amusement", and since he was living in a motel after his divorce, he accepted. They made me take early retirement, and I'm kept hooded and gagged, while he takes the keys to work with him...wife says she really enjoys the silence, as she reads and crafts...

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AnthonyT59

by AnthonyT59 on Nov 29, 2022 at 5:25 AM

Find a married woman. I had the same situation and found out that married women are the best lovers. They craved what they don't get at home and men like you and I can fill that desire. Seeing a married woman now 30 years younger than me

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