Bathroom Confession

My confession is that when I go into public toilets and stand at the urinal I like to watch other men take a pee.
Not that them peeing is a turn on, but seeing them holding their cock is.
I seem to have an obsession about looking at mens cocks in the public restrooms.
Sometimes I will stand there with my cock in hand and rub myself off until I ejaculate while guys come and go. Every now and then a guy will see what I'm doing and either call me a pervert or stand and watch me. I love it when a guy watches me cum.
A couple of times a guy has given me a hand and finished me off, or let me stoke his cock while he strokes mine. This is what I like the best, although giving and or receiving a blowjob with a guy is pretty good too.
I am married and my wife knows that I fantasize about cock, but doesn't know that I actively go looking for it.