Last Halloween Lock Down

I was locked up and down. I loved how he grabbed my back and let me ride his cock backstroke as I held the bed head and we rocked in motions and he swivled his hips to motion his cock the same wave of pleasure and excitement in side of me. I felt so elevated, sexually pleasing and loving the desireability of my thin body then he rolled over on top of me and side struddled my pussy throbbing the left walls of it so it was too achingly good and I didn't know pleasure from pain with his huge cock inside my small tight inexperienced pussy. we sort of planned this love act. I so want it. then I woke up and found out I left the porn on but I want to plan it all the same with a hot sexy lover and be thin and love it like I never have ever before in my life. I hope I don't sound too needy at my age having never really had much sex ever.

today I found a size 10 top and size 8 pants suit I bought and cried. how I wish I was thin again. Imagine being that thing and in your 20s and no one wants you. no man who is beautiful wants to marry you or do sex with you.

imagine the sadness and disappointment.