What To Do

A few days ago my girlfriend told me she had cheated on me 3 times with her ex. She was very nonchalant about it. She then told me if I wanted to break up she was fine with it. However, she also stated, that she won’t be fucking him ever again. She than apologized and left me with the final decision. My decision was to Forgive and try to Forget. Ever since her confession, Im now constantly seeing her ex everywhere on campus. She’s not with him, but he’s usually not alone either. I cant help but to admit, he is a true stud.
Her ex also knows of me, and now Im secretly in awe of him. I for some reason want to constantly serve him while seeking his approval.